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by Julienne Millerlapp on Thursday, September 2, 2010 at 12:05am

I think Kris Roe says it best in this song. I stopped pretending you were in love with me.



I stopped pretending you gave a shit. I stopped pretending you were my friend to begin with. I stopped pretending I was anything to you other than conveinent. I'm going to stop pretending I can change this. I'm going to stop pretending that I can put some band aid on myself and be ...

baby loves to dance in the dark.
on Friday, August 20, 2010 at 1:08am

Lady Gaga was tonight. She was AMAZING. I am going to write a blog about what makes lady gaga amazing and inspirational to me.



Lady gaga is not typically beautiful. She doesn't have the perfect face, according to some sort of guidelines that some person made up before any of us can remember. But when her fans see her, she is beautiful, she is gorgeous, she is sexy. Because ...

You know, it's true that once you hit the bottom, it's call it quits or go up. That's all there is to it. A friend said something very important to me recently, I've had to fight like hell for my happiness, and had to fight for it before when I was 20 years old, and breaking down and 1200 miles from anybody I knew.

I think too much, this is true, analyzing when it might not be necessary. Right now, I'm working on me. I had a really good talk at work a couple days ago, where I was ...

I'm working about 21 days straight. I'm the only one who can train the new people I've hired, so it's been stressful at work.

Outside of that I'm pretty much a train wreck, which just adds to the stress. I took about 7 or 8 benadryl to sleep last night. I tried to call Sean because I needed somebody to talk to and he had to go because he was doing his taxes.

When you realize what your problem is, you feel a little better. But only a little. Because then comes, at ...