Shasa

I don't think there's anyone out there who's like, "OMG!!11!! Sasha hasn't posted a blog in so long what will I dooooo/!??!?!/kselwhghjek"

But...
if there is...
lol.

This one will be dedicated to lies.

I lie sometimes but never to hurt anyone. I tell my mom practice ran late so that I could visit friends for a little while. I don't tell her my brother snuck out. I tell my friends they're the most beautiful people on earth. But ...

No one take this the wrong way...I'm just stating my opinion.

I just saw the whole thing about the Davey/Jade biirthday present and I think it is highly unnecessary. It's a very sweet thing to do and it definitely shows how much we care about them...but think about it. They don't need money!
Don't we support them enough with our money by buying all those CDs and DF memberships and shirts and posters...everything?
I don't think the best present is a gift card or something ...

You'll know how I feel.
This is insane. It seems like I'll never finish this and I'll never get into college and my whole life will be a miserable failure!

My guidence councelor is angry with everyone who hasn't applied anywhere yet. She has a 'bad list'. Of course I'm on it.
I just don't have the time!
Our teachers are all yelling at us to apply and write essays amd visit coleges and everything else, all while they assign at least an hour of homework per class ...

"Better" by Regina Spektor is amazing.

And I'm feeling a lot better. I deleted my last entry because I just need to forget about everything.
I saw my friend today and I think everything's cool between us. I'm so relieved because I could never stand losing him as my friend.

Here's a little 'common object' piece I wrote last week. It's about my ipod nano. <3
I should go work for apple. Haha.
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The screen is blank and dark. The cord is draped loosely over the edge of the table, the ear buds dangling, swinging back and forth, hypnotizing my cat. It’s unbelievably delicate and thin. Even with the protective, plastic case it’s not wider than my pinky finger. “Impossibly small.” Under the case, the metal exterior ...