Bleeding dark into the leaves.

So, I have recently just trained and started two new jobs, seasonal, for Christmas.

One of the jobs, I really like my manager on, but the hours are less than satisfactory, I wasn't worried about this because I was planning to get in somewhere at Macy's.

I did get in at Macy's, but only on pure luck. Last year, I worked at Clackamas, but was forced to suddenly resign due to scheduling conflicts and me leaving town for a week and being completely unavailable. Anyone who ...

My ex boyfriend is driving back across the same country that nine months ago he moved across to be with me. Calling and texting me every time he takes a rest break, my heart breaks a little each time, but I know that this is the right thing to do, and I do not let the tears fall until the call has ended.

The release of '100 Words', the coming full-circle of the most significant relationship of my life, and ...

Today, I broke up with Steven. It's over between us. 9 months of wonderful relationship has come to a close. I would explain, but it there is just so much to say, that I'd rather just leave it alone. I'm really going to miss him, and it hurts so bad to have to do this, but I know that this is what I need to do. We held each other and cried for hours. He's going home next week. This has been incredibly painful for both of us. I feel so heavy, I hate that I have to be this person in his life, it hurts ...

My relationship is the final punchline.

I broke someones heart today. The best boyfriend I've ever had. Someone who loved me the most out of life. The one I gave my virginity to. I trusted him, he gave me, taught me, loved me so much.

And it fucking breaks me that I have to be the one to cause this much pain to someone, THAT person, I am that person. It fucking kills me.

There were a lot of contributing factors, but the main one being I just didn't reciprocate ...

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