Such a paradox, isn't it?
It's as if I only ever use this thing when bad shit happens.
We found out today that my dad is dying. His heart is pumping at only 36% percent and the doctor wasn't able to estimate a time frame for how long he might live.
I am finding it very hard to deal with. I cannot except the fact that I am losing my dad. I can't imagine him not being on this earth and it scares the shit out of me and I am really just completely confused.
My mom has to talk with