mukashimukashi...

Today I decided to go with my boyfriend to the airport to pick up our friend. Terrible idea. Its almost been 3 years since my sister died and for some reason I like to torture myself by staring at planes and always watching for them whenever I go near an airport. The part where you drive up and pick people up looked just like the pick up spot at the buffalo airport where we circled around for ages looking for my sister. I know I would never see her but I looked for her.
I dont understand ...