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Seriously, after July the last few weeks have been great. Everything was the way it should be, and this week everything went tits up.

First of why must I go look at my ex boyfriend myspace? I was so in love with him and really ready to marry him. Now I haven't had him for 4 months, so why do I see the need to go look at his new pictures? He just gets better looking everytime I see him. My god does he have to be so damn gorgeous?!

Secondly and more importantly. I thought ...

So I called back for my results, everything was all clear. All that worrying for nothing huh.

I'm convinced I can hear someone coming up the stairs, but everyone else is asleep, it's pretty creepy. And I'm hungry, but don't have the balls to go downstairs for food.
Jeeeeeze Jay! when did you become such a pussy?!

It's dark and thunderous.


It rained all day yesterday. Fucked with my plans, AGAIN. Made the entire leg of the knee I dislocated ache so much I cried all night and couldn't sleep, the humidity does that.



It rained all day again today.
Look at the sky outside of my house. It should still be pretty light out, and look at that. The window Stephen fell from is in that picture.

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I just called for the results of my latest blood test. And once again they're not telling me everything. They say the doctor needs to take another look at them, that I should call back again in a few days.
I had that test nearly 2 weeks ago.
They're always like this, it's either unclear, or I need another, or they just wanna 'make sure' Surely if something was up they woulda find out what by now, I mean 4 blood tests?! do I really need so many?
I'm starting to think maybe something ...