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Finals= ALOT OF FUCKING STRESS!!!!

Shit i need a hug

Well....the tests went good on my mom. They all said that her heart is fine and she didnt have a heart attack, but they are going to do more tests to see what is making her feel like she has been. Im relieved there.

Well last weekend i stayed over at my boyfriend's house. He was eating turkey that was from thanksgiving. I told him that he was going to get sick....what happened. Monday night he started getting really sick and throwing up and was really dizzy. So I went to go ...

I got a call this morning from my Mom telling me that she was going to go to the doctors because she thought she had a heart attack. Im scared out of my mind! I dont know what to do. I feel helpless, im stuck in the city while my little siblings are probably freaking out. They have been in the hospital for about 2 hours now and my dad isnt telling me anything. Im scared. I dont know what to do.

So Im sitting here on James's computer in the Student Lounge at the school of music and James is asleep on the couch and Im sitting here letting him sleep I love him sooooo much. sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky finding a guy like him. He loves me so much, and I can tell and everyone else can too. He is my whole world now. He is the most important person to me now. I love him. He is sooooo cute when he is sleeping. He is really my life now. I have never ever ever felt like this in ...

So im stressed to the max! finals are in about 3 weeks. Im studying my ass off and I am freaking out. I broke down last night though. I was freaking out because I am not doing to good in my classes. So I went to my friend Sam's dorm room and asked for as much classical music as I could get from him....2 hours later, with lots of encouraging and lots of tears(from me) he sent me back to my dorm with 10 CDs of classical music. I have loaded only 3 and a half and already there is like 5 hours ...