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Shit is REAL. Ohhh Board O' Despair, I used to come here everyday like clockwork now I feel I'm growing apart. It is saddening a bit knowing that this place that's been a huge part of my life for so long is now something I never pay attention to. Oh well. We grow up, get older and move on.

I still need a job. I'm dying of boredom and being broke. FUCK THIS ECONOMY.

So as most know, I'm moving far away from home/Texas/this hellhole soon. The title explains a bit. It's 2 days until my 19th birthday and it seriously doesn't seem like it's been a year already It's unsettling, really. The year has gone by so fast and I don't feel like I've achieved anything yet. Boo.

I'm flying out in 32 days; hence the title. I'm preparing for the move mentally. I still need to get some things before I move but I don't have money right now so I don't know how this ...

Oh Davey, you know exactly what I mean.

PS: I didn't make this.

So yea, the military guys came and took Chris away earlier today. They apparently told him that he had to come with them and that they needed him. He only took his uniform and I believe, his cell phone. (Which is getting cut off on the 5th.) I don't know how to feel. I'm hurt and sad and just really depressed because I'm alone. I won't see him for probably a long time, if I ever do. God only knows what the military is going to do to him. I'm really upset because I didn't get to tell him goodbye ...

He asked that I allow him to take the divorce papers with him so he could attempt to fill them out himself, though he is right handed and his right wrist/hand/arm is currently in a cast. (That I paid for btw.) He said, "I know my words probably don't mean much right now, but I'm really sorry for what I did and I know I fucked up." He told me that he hoped that him taking the divorce papers showed that he was willing to own up to what he did and he that he was willing to get it taken care ...