Life is awesome!

I got paid today and I spent the majority on a flight out of Texas. I'm leaving January 15th and I don't plan on returning any time soon. (Maybe for family visits, but even that I'd like to limit.)

I'm excited. It's really happening. I'M GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF HERE.

FUCK YESSSSSSS.

/short, happy spazz blog.

X: Jess Blaqk[DF]

That seems to be the encouraging words I need to hear lately yet at the same time, they hold me back.

They literally protect me with reminding me that letting my old life die is a good thing. They also hold me back by me thinking that I need to be protected from leaving the confides of this cage I call home. I know I have to get out...it's just a process.

So far, I'm helping myself out by getting a temporary job working at Old Navy. It's a 20 minute drive outside of ...

See what I did there? Oh shut up, you know you giggled a bit. :P You honestly don't know how hard I fought to be able to go to this show. Oh my god, it was insane.

So yea, last night I attended the AFI/Green Day show in Dallas Texas at the *lame title* Superpages.com Center. So it's time to blog about it!

We (Brandy[rubbergoose87], Chris[my boyfriend] and I) left my house at I think 10am. We arrived to the East gate at around 11 or 11:30am. We were shocked that there ...

I got my septum pierced today. I was scared as fuck that it was going to hurt like hell. I opted out of getting it pierced at a 14g because I figured I would die if I tried. (Not that I'm scared of 14g jewelry or needles becuase that's the gauge of my snakebites...) So I had mine pierced at a 16g. I have a horseshoe in it. The clamps hurt like a beast and the needle wasn't too fun either. On my pain scale, I'd say it was about a 5-6, maybe a 6 1/2. My eyes watered like crazy which pissed me off ...

to get out there and promote myself now. I just got a new youtube, tumblr and twitter account. (I'll link them at the end of the blog. They are specifically for promoting my music and updates about music.)
I really want to be a musician and a singer and I want to put my voice out there. I don't want to waste what I feel was a gift. I'm going to start posting covers soon on my youtube until I can get my hands on a good keyboard or something similar. I can't wait to start myself up because ...