Randomness

to get out there and promote myself now. I just got a new youtube, tumblr and twitter account. (I'll link them at the end of the blog. They are specifically for promoting my music and updates about music.)
I really want to be a musician and a singer and I want to put my voice out there. I don't want to waste what I feel was a gift. I'm going to start posting covers soon on my youtube until I can get my hands on a good keyboard or something similar. I can't wait to start myself up because ...

So lately I've been on this HUGE La Roux kick. If you don't know who they are or have never heard of them, look them up on youtube. "Bulletproof" just started getting airtime on the radios here where I live and at first I HATED the song. It totally grew on me though and I'm La Roux crazy.

I went all over town to find the cd and no one had it. I was annoyed and ordered it but they said it wouldn't be in for at least a week. I then went the next day with my friend to Dallas ...

So there will be 2 (maybe 3) things going on in this blog. Topics: The Dying Days, how the more down I get the more drugs seem like a good idea.

Ok so 1. The Dying Days.
I'm writing a book (novel if you will) and I believe I'm going to call it "The Dying Days". (Brownie points if you get it. [which you should because you are on the DF boards...]) It's got a crazy plot that's really strange but it has to do with backwards politics and rising up against them to overcome ...

I've be abusing the blogging system lately and I've not meant to be so neglectful. Lots have gone on in the past two weeks and I've not sat down and written it all out. I want to try and keep track of what's going on and document it well throughout the entire year. Ok so here goes for anyone willing to care and read:

Mason and I broke up AGAIN. His drug use will no longer be tolerated on my end because I'm trying to rise above the temptation and move on with myself. We ended on bitter ...

...these boards lately. I've hardly been on and when I am, I'm mostly lurking now because I've been busy with Mason. We hug out all day today and I even (FINALLY) got to go to his house and see Mom (his mother) and the rest of his family. I'm so tired but today was utter perfection.

I'm still stressed but his attitude toward me and things around him takes a huge chunk of it away from me. I do feel weird for not being on here much anymore. I mean, I don't have time to do ANYTHING here ...