Breathless

So I was at Walmart a few days back, just chillin there by myself and buying some shampoo. So I was just walking past the toy isle while going to the electronics, and I looked down one of the isles and saw this mom, who was about in her mid 20's, with her son who was about 7-ish and she was dragging him out by his ear O.o
It was so weird, I just stood there and watched it happen like "hmm"
It's been on my mind since I saw it, so I decided to post it on a blog to get it off ...

Sooo here I am blogging again. I don't really like to do this, but I figured it would help if I typed it out and people actually read it.

Anyways, a little background info about me..I'm 17 (18 in June), I've never had a girlfriend, haven't had my first kiss, haven't had sex, etc.
So of course I hate valentines day right? Just seeing everyone else with a girlfriend/boyfriend makes me feel even worse and hate the day even more.

Well, yesterday, my friend and ...

My pain medicine that the oral surgeon gave me for my teeth after getting my wisdom teeth out is making me feel so freaky.
I don't know if this is what being high is like, but everything is just kinda "woah". The medicine being a narcotic doesn't help either, so I'm afraid of taking too much.


But seriously, it feels great, but at the same time I want to get sick. The only other time I've felt like this was from some cough syrup, and I was at school for it. ...

I got my wisdom teeth taken out today, and they still hurt.

As soon as I got the sedation anesthetics I was out of it. I saw a whole bunch of weird crap. I felt awake through the whole surgery, but my mom said I was in there for like an hour and it felt like 5 minutes.


Then when I was in the recovery section I was the only person in there talking. The old man next to me was trying to sleep but the nurse wouldn't let him, and the kid next to me was just staring ...

Photography just keeps kicking my ass. Anytime I try to develop anything in the darkroom, it NEVER turns out right. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing anymore. I am already behind a week, and I DON'T wanna mess up anymore because thats just more money I cost the teacher (for chemicals, paper, etc.). I think I'm not going to take this next year. Photography isn't my thing, I suppose. I'm not creative enough, and never know what to take pictures of when I have an assignment. Granted, I've taken ...