sXeGloverlover

Woke up in the middle of the night to write this, then fell back to sleep:

Little birdie black and lean
Sitting in my car's high beams
Do you know how much you mean
To my online family?
I heard a voice in my despair
As echos cutting through the air
While on my way to cry
Nothing left now but a sigh
To run you over I'd despise
To see dullness in the sharpest eyes
I sigh
Little birdie, fly

Where am I? I'm at my house, stuck in here, inside my mind. At twelve I'll eat my lunch and I'll brush the crap out of my braces. And You'll be at your house too with nobody else there. But I won't be able to visit you. And then I might do a puzzle or cry myself to sleep curled up on the couch thinking about you like I do. But really, I won't be here. I'll be stuck still in four days ago, still standing outside in my backyard, in your arms with your jacket around both of us and Adam upstairs calling ...

Sitting at home doing crosswords and word searches... What's a 5-letter word for beauty? D-a-v-e-y! I'll be home all week doing nothing.
Word.

Wow. You haven't been around. Super bowl stuff? Well, I shouldn't say that you haven't been around. that's not true but you know what I mean. You've been everywhere, really. You should watch the puppy bowl.
Have you ever felt like you were frozen in a block of ice and being pushed around by time?
Do you feel me dream about you? Is that possible? What would it feel like?
When are you going to be home this week?
How would being like a ...

Okay, so I've been on this board for HOW long now and I don't know how to post a thread? Help me please! Wow, I should have asked this a while ago but I'm stupid. Pathetic, I know. I tried askin a random member bt email but I guess they thought I was a stalker or something. *shrug* A little help here?