Undercover

I need more friends on this site
Really.


Anyway.
What was/is your best subject at school?

Tests start today here... yay..

People tend to like leaving me alone on holidays (christmas). Or my birthday.

Friends are made to constantly let you down.
Or at least mine are.

I wish I were the remaning leaf on a tree in a dead forrest. Everyone would see me and think it wonderful that I remain.

Sometimes I wish my father were still alive, he turns 50 on my birthday.

And I'll spend it surrounded by people, but alone.
Fuck school.
Fuck that no one ...

Was anyone else touched by what AFI said in I Heard A Voice (and Smith) about the fans and their favourite songs/lyrics?
And the DFers that were interviewed, gah.
I watched it just then for the first time in a few months and almost cried.

Love always, to all of you <3

Did you notice the lies dripping from my lips? Deceit has never tasted quite this good. Believe it or not, there is method hidden somewhere deeply in my madness. This shade of grey never looked so good, lining your heart and what it contains. Did you notice the words you etched in my heart? No, I don’t think so. Deep within the bullet proof walls, you crawled, like a worm and found my core. And somehow, I don’t think you even realized you reached it, you touched me like no other has. Fabrication ...