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I am very, very bad with people. Not with strangers. I'm surprisingly good at making a nice first impression. I also have no beef with people at school. But oh my God, I am horrible at talking to people who are actually close to me about anything deep or meaningful that isn't theoretical junk like what the meaning of life is. If it's something that will change my relationship status with someone, I will suffer through anything to keep it shoved deep down inside my head, festering and growing ...
wow. here's what's going on in my screwy life right now. you know that girl i was talking about? the one that i was in love with, but she had a boyfriend, blah, blah, blah? well, she's my girlfriend now... here's the kicker. she's still dating the guy. i've known this. i know this. i was okay with this, because i'm not the jealous type, and i'm a bit on the nonsense side. but i would never have started seeing her if i knew that her botfriend didn't know. see, she told ...
Updated 03-15-08 at 01:28 PM by Haley Ryane
lists. i need them. i've let way too many things build up, and now i have no money to fix them with. i don't even remember what i spent all my christmas money on, but i'm guessing it was something stupid.... i need hair dye, a hair cut, new clothes, new music, new reading material (i can feel myself getting stupider), new shoes, new ideas, brain cleanser...i need to clean my room, practice guitar about 227456983746x more than i do, get my grades up to As, figure out what the hell we're ...
to add to the drifting thing before: i've actually had a good thing turn out from this detachment. my grades are going up, since i don't talk to anyone except online, and i've been getting better at guitar and writing my book...so there's that. see? optimist.
Updated 01-22-08 at 06:29 PM by Haley Ryane
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