I am very, very bad with people. Not with strangers. I'm surprisingly good at making a nice first impression. I also have no beef with people at school. But oh my God, I am horrible at talking to people who are actually close to me about anything deep or meaningful that isn't theoretical junk like what the meaning of life is. If it's something that will change my relationship status with someone, I will suffer through anything to keep it shoved deep down inside my head, festering and growing ...