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Life is so confusing.

I should just become gay...or run away from society.

What good is a heart when it is so fragile?

Just like that I am devastated.

So I guess I can fool around with any girls I want now...unless they all think I'm some sort of vile shit.

It sucks to be used.

Right when I think that things were returning to a livable amount of normalcy, the rug gets pulled out from under me and I fall flat on my face.

I need to take a break from society.

The title pretty much says it all.

Life is a constant struggle. If you aren't ducking punches, you're trying to avoid heartbreak. Summer ennui is like a cloud, hanging low over the city, blocking out the sun.

Worst still is trying to supplement emotions with substances. No matter how high you get the feelings will still be there, just waiting.

Feeling outside of society is the usual order. Most of the time it's how I wanna be.

Goo goo ...

I'm a goddamned fool.

I feel like crawling into a hole and crying myself to death.