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I've destroyed your joy, your happiness
Cut you into pieces with bits of glass
I never realized the power I had
To tear you up and make you feel sad
Every tear that falls as you cry, as you bawl
It's all my fault

I've destroyed your entire life, your pride
When I made you my embittered wife
Took away every shred of decency
Snatched away your morals and beliefs
Left you tossed about in a sea of doubts
Threw you out ...

You know when you first get a CD and you listen to it incessantly for about a month or two, forget about it, then find it again half a year later and remember how amazing it is?

Yea, that just happened last night with No World For Tomorrow. I listened to this CD every.single.day from the end of October until about the end of November and I haven't touched it since. My Windows Media Player was on shuffle all last night and it started to play Feathers and I almost melted.
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I hate myself this week. I screwed up so much. Just cause I didn't do damn homework. And I get this. I don't get to see Jim for another week. I'm sobbing right now as I write this out of frusteration. And don't give me the "life isn't fair" bullshit. This ISN'T fair. I'm going crazy. I feel like ripping my hair out. I feel like binge eating. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep until Friday. I miss Jim so much. Like, no one understands. As much as people want to help, they make me feel ...

As you can see, Life is a cake with shit frosting.You get the things you want but theres always a little bit of shit attached. You drive your car it costs you a bunch of money for gas kills the planet but gets you to Billy's or Betsy's for good fun and dinner. You love brownies the sweet chocolate taste and the big glass of milk, and get fat.You sleep but want to be awake. You find love and lose it. Its never as simple as it can be said, so when I'm recieving goodness i'm always looking for the ...

pissed me off so bad.

In my county, they are planning on building some huge country music arena/amusement park with the help of George Jones, who is a country singer. They've already asked to buy my cousins' huge amount of land that has been in their family for decades. Not happening.

The place will have electronic bingo machines, like gambling, but for charity maybe.
This has every pastor in town pissed off.

I got a recorded message on the home ...