On muted nights like tonight my mind wanders past the barriers of my imagination. My most hated and forgotten memories seep through the blockades of my willpower and suffocate the common sense that was pleasantly residing beforehand. Perhaps it is on these such nights that I, personally, tear myself apart and scrutinize the pieces. Which parts of me are disgusting enough to feed to the severing words of my most despised enemies? Or which parts are simply too brilliantly masked to unveil? It's all
the time has gone sooo slow... each day i try not to wallow and think too much about how much i miss you but i really do miss you.
i don't do much every day... i try not to think about what we could be doing (especially each friday, since the music tradition has been on a break now)
and just today... i missed your phone call! omg! i am kicking myself.! but you left a voice message which was really good because not hearing your voice for so long now has made me sad. i might
My dad is in the hospital. This time he has pneumonia, gall stones, and infected bowel duct, and needs a heart catheter put in. They can't remove his gall bladder until they do a heart cath and they can;t do a heart cath until the infection/pneumonia clears up.
He is in a lot of pain because of the gall stones. I just hope that he gets well soon. I'm afraid that something may happen since he has so much wrong at once. I'm staying positive, though.
2009 can go fuck itself.
I took some photos of myself today. I'm working on my portraits and I have no one to take pictures of so I use myself. It actually really helps.
After seeing these photos someone told me "I think you have a knack for making the ordinary look extraordinary!" I am amazed that that was said about my work. I'm pretty satisfied with how these goofy photos came out.
Updated 07-08-09 at 06:34 PM by veggiebasket
PLACEBO ANNOUNCED US TOUR DATES AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sep 12th 2009 – Roseland Theatre, Portland OR
Sep 13th 2009 – The Show Box at Market, Seattle WA
Sep 14th 2009 – Commodore Ballroom, Vancouver BC
Sep 16th 2009 – Murray Theatre, Murray UT
Sep 17th 2009 – House Of Blues, Las Vega NV
Sep 20th 2009 – Club Nokia Live, Los Angeles CA
Sep 21st 2009 – SOMA, San Diego CA
Sep 23rd 2009 – Gothic Theatre, Denver CO