Are relationships so damn difficult, just fuck this.
A little while ago I made a new blog about Surprise Kitten that we had found in a pile of trees we were burning. He came out of the fire ok and we named him Loki and decided to make him part of the family. I let him go play outside like he likes to one morning and he never came home. It's been about two weeks and there has been no sign of him. I went around and asked some of the neighbors but they didn't know anything. I hope he is ok and will find his way back home someday. Maybe someone thought
I love you.
Why are you so blind? Or are you being stubborn?
Either way, I still love you.
The last one I got was the cover of Black Sails on my right shoulder blade. those of you who are friends with me on facebook are probably familiar with the pic of it. It came out awesome, and I only paid like $500 for it because my girlfriend and I know the artist pretty well and she lies to her shop owners about how long she's working on us to save us money. I had her draw me up a pretty rockabilly/psychobilly hotrod-ish half sleeve thing but I can't even afford to begin work on it. I'm strongly
I know that we both want it to work. Oh, god, how I really wish that the distance didn't matter, and that I didn't need to be held and touched to feel loved and beautiful and appreciated, and that neither of us needed that to express how we feel, or simply just need it.
But I know it won't work.
I've been here and done this. I've seen what happens on this path and it all just ends in heartbreak and destruction. And if it starts, I'll be fearing the end the whole way