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I'm so fucking hungry. All I want is some mashed potatoes and gravy (brown!), spaghetti, chicken, rolls, and a pepsi.

THANKSGIVING AT THE CASINO COME SOONER

I'm a newly wed! I got married almost a month ago. Things are wonderful and I couldn't be happier!
Work is good! One of my accounts blew up today so I've been a busy girl today .
Despair Facction: love it so far! Everyone is really friendly and I'm having fun with it!
Just got my nails done! Those with acrylic nails know how crazy they look if you go without a fill in for too long! Yeah mine were like crack head nails!
Yeah that's it for today!!

Just gonna keep these things inside my head or with the people it directly involves. No more of that hurting bullshit.

Woooooooooooooooooooo

That seems to be the encouraging words I need to hear lately yet at the same time, they hold me back.

They literally protect me with reminding me that letting my old life die is a good thing. They also hold me back by me thinking that I need to be protected from leaving the confides of this cage I call home. I know I have to get out...it's just a process.

So far, I'm helping myself out by getting a temporary job working at Old Navy. It's a 20 minute drive outside of ...

close to that time of year again.
and there's nothing to god damned celebrate.
i wish they'd just leave me the fuck alone.