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It's funny, it makes me drunk in a way alcohol never could, not to mention giddy as fuck. I enrolled in my music classes and dropped it because I couldn't wake up and go the couple hours being so tired from work. I do manage to get up, grab my laptop and sit in the parking lot of work for an hour or two daily programming. I get frustrated alot. I'll go back and listen to stuff I thought was great and suddenly it sounds like ass. Somehow I never fail to find something new and be amazed at something ...

Jess says:
you're a weird one
[s]Beak[/s] says:
oh well you can't really speak then can you
[s]Beak[/s] says:
you're a wizard, harry

I laughed really hard.
I'm in such a weird mood.

Someone keep me sane?

I don't know when mum's going to Canberra. I want it to be soon because I want a party damnit. (Desperate? Spoilt? who knows/cares?)

And I did the collab with my writing idol today, it was an ...

A guy I liked asked me out.
I was so excited.
Turned out to be a big, ugly joke.
I wish it didn't make me cry.
I want to be dead.

My brother sneaks out, gets cars impounded, does drugs, constantly gets in trouble with the police! But no, go ahead, reward him. He deserves it. He deserves a new bed and a bigger bedroom.

I've only been kicked out of my room for 2 months while you demolish the house. My brother's only trashed my room while I've been gone. I've only been totally fucked over by my father and his new slutbag. Really, I've got no reason to complain that I have to move back in to a bedroom full of my ...

So today I had an appointment,at the school.I knew I was going to talk to one of the supervisors about my course.

What sucks is I had a cold sore.Awkward,I felt like I should have a sign notifying people of that instead of letting idle minds decide my fate.

I finally get to the school after feeling like I've gone through a maze.Anyone who lives in DC and has been around K street can understand my dilemma.

I go in,we have a five minute hall way talk,then ...