The Curious Case of Diane Elisabeth
It's time to dust off the old blog.
by, 11-10-09 at 06:52 PM (786 Views)
It's as if I only ever use this thing when bad shit happens.
We found out today that my dad is dying. His heart is pumping at only 36% percent and the doctor wasn't able to estimate a time frame for how long he might live.
I am finding it very hard to deal with. I cannot except the fact that I am losing my dad. I can't imagine him not being on this earth and it scares the shit out of me and I am really just completely confused.
My mom has to talk with Hospice on Thursday so that he can get home care. This scares me even more because it makes it so much more real.
I just don't know how much more I can take before I have a complete melt down.