The Wonders(not) that im still alive....

Its been a really long time since I have been on here and wrote a blog. I mean a really long time! But there are tons of things I have to tell!

Well singing with AFI was one of the most amazing events of my life. It was so amazing being up there and singing with my idols!!!!! I loved every second of it. The day started out me meeting Jo at In The Venue around 3 oclock. Then the press manager guy came out and got us as we were standing in the DF line. What was crazy is he walked right up to me and asked if I was me. Everyone around me was like, you won the contest, and I was like ya. I didnt mean to sound rude, but I was SOOOO excited! We got to go into sound check and watch them dink around singing a song and then they did the Torch Song and then they had me come up and Sing my part with davey. When I got up on stage during sound check davey asked me if i knew the words but i froze up, I was like, I do but not right now! LOL! Well sound check went great. We had about 3 and a half hours left and it was getting cold outside. So the press guy had me and jo walk to the mall down the street to get warm. We came back and stood in the back of the despairfaction line but knew we would have to wait because we were going down to do the meet and greet. We went down to the basement and did pictures and autographs. All of the guys wished me luck and said see you later Well we got back and we got pretty close to the stage which was amazing. Jo, YOU ARE MY HERO!!! I was dying being squished and here is Jo, this little tiny thing, getting pushed, shoved, squished and all she could do was smile! Love her! Well I had to get out of there so jo came back with me to where I had to meet the press guy. We went back stage, Jo got the iPod ready and I got my headphone pack and plugged my headphones in. I got to listen to Death of Seasons through the headphones and IT WAS ORGASMIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I loved it. Then medicate started, I got sooooo nervous, then my part came and I walked out there and gave it my all! It was such a rush having my favorite band playing around me and me singing with them. It was a dream come true! Davey was down on his little light box thing and jade was on my left doing his thing! OMG IT WAS A RUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! After the song was over Davey looked off stage and waved but the people back there already pushed me out of there so i was down in the people again. After that everything went soooo fast! But it was so amazing

Well my other things is one is my husband found out that he has a kid. His name is Tanner and he is about 8 months old. But dont worry, this happened before we were even together. I knew there was a chance and im honestly fine with that. He is so cute too. At first James wanted to get him out of there, but now, there is another bump in the road(literally--well not quite yet i should say). A couple days ago I found out that I was pregnant Im soooooo ecstatic about it. I am a little over 5 weeks now and im due november 4th. He wants to not have anything to do with tanner now because we are having our own baby. But I told him I think its really important to at least have him weekends. Well im tired, and i have to pee(another lovely thing about pregnancy) for now....