Between birth and dead
Pause and play
by, 05-23-11 at 06:18 AM (896 Views)
Yes, yes, yes, yes! I'm finally getting my life back on track. It feels so amazing. Sometimes you need to lows to realize you have to keep aiming for the highs.
After gaining way to much weight in the two months that followed when I got kicked off of school, I realized I was letting myself down. There was more in life than my food and couch and bed. If I went on that way, I'd probably would have ended up depressed.
So, school was too much for me. I still miss it, I still talk to my old classmates. Yet I couldn't handle the five days in the week and homework and household chores afterwards. Now I know that, so I have to aim a bit lower, take a step back. Didn't mean I had to put my life on pause.
There are plans. There is a future that sounds promising. This is going to work out fine, I'm sure of it. And, I lost about half the weight I gained in a month, motivating myself to keep eating healthy and keep moving more.
I'm gonna be alright.