by, 01-08-12 at 04:15 PM (636 Views)
Today I decided to go with my boyfriend to the airport to pick up our friend. Terrible idea. Its almost been 3 years since my sister died and for some reason I like to torture myself by staring at planes and always watching for them whenever I go near an airport. The part where you drive up and pick people up looked just like the pick up spot at the buffalo airport where we circled around for ages looking for my sister. I know I would never see her but I looked for her.
I dont understand why it had to be that night. It couldnt be the 11th or 13th but it had to be the 12th. I wonder if anyone else who has had this happen still feels this way after 3 years. It doesnt feel like much time at all to me but it might be a long time to others. People say living for 2 decades sounds like such a long time but its not. I was at the airport to pick someone up over a year ago but that didnt bother me as much as today. Maybe because it was in the winter and not the summer? I dunno.
I guess I'll change the subject now...keeping distracted is key.
I was spoiled with a smartphone. People bash on blackberry and I dont understand why, its a pretty solid phone. Sure its more for business but when all I wanted was twitter, facebook, and a handy tool to look stuff up, it worked quite well. My mom's bill was too high so we got cut off. Now I have the pantech jest 2. A cute lil phone, but the OS looks SO OLD. I can deal with no 3g, even though we have really limited internet at my house because there's no highspeed around my house, but I cannot deal with an old looking phone. Its freaking 2012, obviously phone companies have the capabilities to make pretty phones, but they make the non-data phones look poopy so you'll want to buy the smartphones.
Anyway, because I really dislike the phone I have now, I decided to order the Kin TwoM? Apparently its the only phone for verizon that has smart capabilities but doesn't require data. It was kind of hard to find though because the kin one and two need data, but the kin onem and twom do not need it. I realllllly hope the one I ordered off ebay is the right kind. It would be labeled as the Kin TwoM but then the details would only say Kin Two.
It has an 8megapixel camera which I'm pretty happy about. I like good quality cameras on cellphones. And it has wifi. As long as verizon hasnt made up some bull within the past 2 months it will be mine.