DesprateLove

i cant do it
i tried
a lot
and i cant X
it hurts
well i guess thats ok
or good but i dont know i want to
i want to be thin like all the pretty girls
i want to be worth something
or good enough or something
he broke me
she broke me
and he didnt know it but he broke me three times
and he oh
he hurts me everyday
every time i see him everytime he looks at me
or through me
i just wish i was good enough

and now i ate......a lot
and i feel like shit
and i cant throw up
i need to
i ate so much
it hurts and i cant do anything
i hate being so worthless
i cant even change something within myself
or with myself
we all know i will never kill myself i just wish everyone was wrong
but they know me better than i do
so if they dont think that i will ever die then
i guess they are right
i wish i was strong enough