CoreySzn

I've been pretty fucking terrible to my best friend Josh lately. I've been ignoring him every time he's called me because I don't really like talking on the phone to people anymore. It's mainly because I'm always listening to music during then and we usually have nothing to talk about anymore. Still, it's kind of a shitty excuse to ignore his phone calls. I could have just said, "Hey, I don't feel like talking can you get on AIM or something?"

Goddamn, I feel like an asshole.

He just messaged me saying that he was jealous of my other best friend too. That kind of made me feel worse since I've been talking to him more lately. Blah.

Also, I kind of blew him off tonight with this thing we had planned because I wanted to be alone for the week off from school That was a pretty dick move on my part.

I guess I better talk to him to set things straight. I don't want to lose him as a best friend because I'm being an ass.

It'll all work out I guess.

On a lighter note, I'm going to come out of the closet and admit that I enjoy newer In Flames.