Rainbow Toast

Merry Xmas, everyone.

I had a full blown meltdown last night because my dad is an ass, and i came home today to my mom being a bitch. It's not normal to make your daughter lock herself in a dark bathroom at 10:30 and cry on the floor for two hours, now is it? I got to come home though so I could get my medicine. Fuck my stupid fucking family.

This morning my dick of a father dragged me out of bed and I half-pretended to be sick, aka played up my actual sickness. I persuaded him to take us home at around 10:00 or so because my sister had a fever and I left my meds at home.

I got home and my mom had the breakdown explained to her by my brother, and her compassion immediately turned into anger. At me. I honestly didn't do anything, though. My sister and i were arguing and of course Natalie is the perfect child who can do no wrong, so my dad yelled at me. And for some reason that led to me having a meltdown, and locking myself in the bathroom with the light off at 10:30, laying on the floor sobbing and drifting in and out of sleep, until he shouted at me for ten minutes to open the door, when I ran to my room and hid in my bed so he yelled at me more.

When I finally got home, I took my dog out, got lunch, and went to bed. i took a 2.5 hour nap until Asshole called and woke me up. What was he calling to do? Check to see if Natalie still had a fever.

I fucking hate my family.

P.S. I got two CDs and two DVDs, and a pair of shoes.