The Curious Case of Diane Elisabeth
My sister passed away.
by, 03-11-09 at 06:34 PM (829 Views)
While I was in Wisconsin.
She passed away early Sunday morning and I didn't get to say goodbye. Fuck, I hadn't even seen her since Valentine's Day.
I got the call at 6:30 Sunday morning and my mom told me that she died. I did alright. I mean, I cried, of course but it wasn't too bad. I had a couple more breakdowns that day.
I basically burst into tears when I walked in the door though. Her memorial is tomorrow. She was cremated so there isn't going to be an actual funeral or anything. I can't wrap my head around that she is actually gone. I keep getting these random spurts of memories, like when she did my hair for Junior and Senior prom and shopping with her. It's really, really hard for me to handle.
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow at all. I've had a migraine pretty much nonstop and the crying isn't helping at all.
I already miss her so much.