The Curious Case of Diane Elisabeth

Damn.

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Diane
, 05-25-09 at 01:15 AM (389 Views)
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I was just re-reading some of my past blog entries and happened to see the date that I posted that blog. It was only a little over a month before my sister passed away.

I really can't believe how short of a time it was from her diagnosis to her death.

It's still such a hard thing to get over. I know I'm not going to be over her death, but I sometimes feel like I've forgotten that she's no longer here. Like, I'll be somewhere and think that I just saw her. Or I'll just get some random memory of her. It weird.

My sister Jan gave me a gift that was Jeannie's. It was the dress that she wore to my brother's wedding two years ago. I can't believe that she gave it to me. I love it so much. It still smells like her, too.

But yeah. It's unbelievable how short of a time that she was sick.
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  1. Paige!'s Avatar
    <33333333333333333333333333333

    I love you, Diane.
  2. Rachel!'s Avatar
    I'm so sorry, Diane. <3
  3. C.J's Avatar
    <3 I hope you're getting better.
  4. KRISTINE's Avatar
    Diane, just remember that because she is gone physically does not mean she is permanently forgotten. Death is hard to understand. I always talk about my mother as if she is present today. I go through some hardship at times still today about my mother, step-dad and step-brother.

    Take care.